Sometimes you build yourself up this perfect fantasy of how something should be and then you get let down when it actually happens........

I thought this would happen to me, but I've gotta say, from the little taste I got, the reality was pretty awesome too.

I've been lusting after a friend for almost a year now...... not sure how the crush started, but they are very charismatic, and they just have that something.

We flirt, but thats about as far as it usually goes. Until recently. Out drinking with them on the weekend, we'd both consumed a fair amount of alcohol. Innocent hand holding led to the occasional boob grab / ass grab.

Sitting next to each other led to sitting on their lap, and curling up on the couch led to being dragged off to their bedroom.

Usually this is where the fantasy ends.... reality hits you in the head. They fumble too much, you bump heads as you go to kiss etc

For me it got better. They knew exactly where to touch, where to kiss, how to hold me.

But then we were interupted....... You gotta love housemates!

Where does this leave me? Until next weekend I guess lol :)